Okay guys I live in a small town of about 10,000 where word of everything gets out fast. So basically, me and my girlfriend quit doing drugs a year or so back and we have been pretty much loners since. Because of this fact, I usually don't care about leaving a porn search engine open, or diapers laying around:/ You can get the point of where this story is going.
One of my girl's friends was over today, much to my dismay as it was the one day I left a diaper in the garbage in plain sight in my kitchen and a diaper tumblr page open on my computer. I get home from work and my girlfriend says, "You need to hide your stuff better." and explains to me that her friend asked her about the computer page that was left up, my girl covered it pretty good and said that the downloading website we use always makes weird shit pop up. She dropped it after that but did throw away a pack of cigarettes in my garbage can..
So as you might imagine, I am freaking out right now. If this girl knows, the whole town knows. It's not like I can leave the town in shame either because I am stuck here on probation. Granted, most people don't pay much attention to others garbages, and even if she did see it she may not have understood what it was (Most people don't have a clue what a diaper fetish is) And my girl said she did believe the popup thing.. Plus those two did smoke some weed afterwards and this girl got really high on some spice right afterwards...
Would you guys be worried about it or just think that people may not pay much attention? Do you think her getting high and having a fun time afterwards may have hindered her memory? Would you reach out to this person and ask if they saw? My mind is taking me to terrible places right now. :/ This is not spam I am 20 years old from a small town in Montana. And i don't think I'll get much for sleep tonight.