I love wearing diapers and sometimes I like to have a few beers but that usually turns into more and more beer. Till I'm numb and can't feel my wet pamper. I always thought it was such a good combo. Always liked being in a diaper and then I grew up and found beer is just as good and thought hmmm beer makes you pee alot and that's what diapers r made for. But the only down side of it all is I go numb and can't enjoy the feeling of my pampers. It's almost like a curse. I also hate that when being numb I can't judge when I'm about to leak it's only when my thighs get cold that I know (I did bad). The only thing that happens that is great is when I'm really hammered just before I go to bed I put on a fresh pamper and pass out. And in the morning I wake up wet. Not ever waking to even pee it just happens... But the bad part is if I don't diaper before bed, I wake up in a wet bed which is really a pain. Can anyone relate? I'm buzzing while writing this... I drink here n there a few times a week. Mostly when I'm stressed and if I'm with my friends and only my bestfriend knows my diaper thing and doesn't judge me. I'm lucky to have a guy friend like that. And we are not gay!!!!