before i start my rant let me just say since i last logged on, it's been a crazy few weeks.
So right now im at a Baskins robins/Dunkin Donuts using the wifi just to get away from my family.I went to the audition and i think i passed( thanks to all that gave me advice before In a previous thread)when i got home someone from my past came back to see me. My old friend/hostbrother,/crush came for a visit and he said he was moving to town. he know about my habits and brought me a toy. so we talked recently and i found out after I left he kinda fellout with his mom though it was kind of akward when she sa us cuddled up together before. the da actually did'nt care now here'swhere its gets akward we had to move into my grandfathers very small 2 story apartment so I had to move everything including my favorite things into storage.lucky for me my sisters moved in with my aunt so it's not that crowded but we had to kick my uncle out of his room so he lives downstairs on the couch (he's furious by the way). While my mom has the bed me and my brother both share the floor. the only thing thats embarrassing about this is the fact that i can't sleep without cuddling something. even when I do fall asleep I somehow move in my sleep until im able to grab something currently that "Thing" is my brother. when you've shared a room and bed before it's bound to happen and lucky for me he doesn't mind but the bad thing here is my mom saw it. she knows i do it but it's gotten to the point where I can't even look her in eye.