This is going to put the Helo Kity amongst the pigeons. I could be branded a paedophile, heck some people already have (branded me as an etc.) though they don't know me...they just know my lifestyle and have got the wrong end of the stickman. But I could be and there's no denying it. It'd happen because I can't help myself (tho should I? TIO Who's to blame will be covered shortly)...let me explain. If I see a baby or a toddler in an outright exposed nappy I'm going to look for a bit/grab a glimpse. Is this okay is it not okay? Again I'm coming to that. It is of course not a common occurrence, thanks to human nature going hand in hand with temperature...limited clothing can only be worn in the summer (late spring sometimes as well) especially if you're very young. This means that in beaches, public parks, prams...in fact a heck of a lot of places you're going to see...what I've been talking about.
This is important. When I look for probably too many seconds at a baby or toddler running around in just a nappy and a t-shirt I AM NOT THIRSTING, I AM NOT DESIRING OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT TUVM! I am just wishing I could do that! I never ended up in that posish when I was that young (early toilet user - fool!) and also (that thought is coupled with) I want to be openly DLAB without prejudice while being my current age.
That is that and I'd be surprised if I was picked up on my issue and snowballed into trouble via just looking like how I've just said. There are times when passersby wouldn't look, times when those lacking infantilistic qualities would march on like so many dull grey, cut-from-a-kit sheep. It's the parents who change their infants in public sometimes in 'public' public YK surrounded by people like it's no big problem! I look then and wish I was being publically changed (aged both 1-4 and 21)...and when genitalia is on show it's really really really not OK 2 look & be caught looking. But here we are now at 'fault'. Is it my fault or the fault of that parent. You are changing your baby on a bench in a park (xample alert) in the open, loads of people are walking past, my god 1 of them really mite b a pedo' (ware I'm concerned it's just a nasty steryotype) but UR doN it NEway. pt 2 incoming.
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pt 2. This is a true example & it happened to me ystrdy. I was on a train & ocUpiN the four seats beside me (not 'beside' beside there was the in-train walk way) was a non-white family consisting of a mother and two daughters (I'm gesN), one of the girls was about sixish, lighter and wearing a long dress so I couldn't tell, the other daughter was defNtly about four, had dreads (the other daughter didn't) and was wearing cool jeans (also a shirt and jumper i must add) for a four year old. But this four yr old was wearing a nappy (now and then visible), now a four year old girl wearing a nappy is rare isn't it? It's widely known in many circles (parental and ABDL espesh) that girls potty train early so this was interesting (but not in that nasty kind of way!). Now I was sneaking occasionaly my usual glances (as I do, I can't help myself and I'm not pedefilic) but at one point the mother said "let's change your nappy." Now I thought she was going 2 tke the girl off to the disabelled toilet AT THE END OF THE CARRIAGE WE WERE IN but no (I mean come on that must be shaming for the child unless she really doesn't mind), that mother just went for it. I didn't see a lot I must stress that but when the Mother said that and didn't walk past me child in-hand I thort to myself "oh god this is happening and you're going to look aren't you - you complete and utter moron!"...of course I looked and I'm not going to lie about what I did coz you don't deserve 2 sit @ yor computer and read my lies. When I looked it was at the point of last wipe and the start of the tape-on procedure (it must of been a wet change or maybe even a just-in-case/shes-had-that-on-4-too-long-&-although-nothings-happened-its-hygienic-to-do-this change), like I said this girl was four and well just big, unnaturally big (to me) when it comes to needing nappies for possible usage. Wot wood I have done if I'd been caught looking? I'd of said "I'm so sorry, I've got a little niece myself and sometimes you've just gotta change them!" - tho I don't think that would have worked. 1. this girl was...a girl and not a baby so Y on earth would I have been looking - no baby connection you see and 2. at the moment i do look like a risky person...ok I'm not going to sugar coat @ the moment I do look like a pedo. I have a beard (coz beards r in (aparantly)) and I currently look a little shifty/lost/wan/possibly dangerous...it's not my fault - home life's a bit crae @ prsnt but I do look like a pedo. I could have been mistaken 4 one, branded as 1, the police may have got involved. What I'm getN @ is at the end of the day who's fault is it?
Am I at fault coz I can't help staring and wishing I was in that position...or is the mother at fault? I mean unless you're in a real rush you shood change your baby away from prying eyes and my god there cood be all kinds of prying eyes. I know I'd always come off worse regarding the worse version of this scenario but I still might inadvertently scare/make-body-conscious a nappied toddler. Stepping away from the pedefilic side of this problem is it ok to now just say/request...mothers, can you please just stop publicly changing like you do. I'm not the worse person in all this but I know they exist and things cood happen, I also don't deserve to go through a very rough justice sistem (UR questioning th@ statement audience? a story for another time perhaps and only via priv8 mess'ging) and I just can't help myself. Everyone (except pedos) shood B allowed to live their chosen alternate lifestyles and wen you parents (mtphrclly) wave such big teasers around in front of us...I don't think you have the rite to call us wot we're not if you catch us having a quick wish-laden look. bringmesunshine
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pt 3 Is it just me who sneaks these looks and has these wishes bought on by wot I see. IWTHFUA. bringmesunshine