I cannot feel nostalgia, and I will explain why (it's a bad beginning sentence, I know). When most people feel nostalgia, I feel a medley of anger, sadness, and depression. It just is absolutely impossible to feel nostalgia, likely because of years of memory perversion. Sometimes, I feel overwhelming sadness for no reason, sometimes, anger for no reason, and sometimes a really bad case of depression. I have to be very careful, as in the past, It has cause embarrassing incidents, including one involving a Pizza Hut and a hard floor. I wIll state what has happened in the past now
2008- Put Put To The Pizza Hut (if you get this joke, your a genius )
One day back in 2008, I wen to pick up an order from the Pizza Hut, basically, our stove was broken, and we needed to eat. So I go to the Pizza Hut, go in, and wait for the food to be ready, while waiting, I see this kid coloring a picture, what he was coloring, made me have an episode. It was a pb&j otter coloring page, I watched that show as a 1st grader, I started shaking, sweating, and then I finally collapsed to the floor, quietly crying. The Pizza Hut employees come out to the dining area with wet floor signs and put them in the isle. This nice girl asks me what the problem is, and I respond that I have "issues", so a few moments latter, she puts me and the pizza in a delivery car and drives me home. I give her a tip and she leaves.
I still have no clue why this happens
It has happened for many years