M/27/AZ .So I've recently found a new partner who to my liking has been very kinky with me, toys, bondage, etc.
She has mentioned" to tell her all my fetishes " during our sexual play. As I'm okie with letting her know all my other fetishes, but I still fear for telling anyone about my abDL fetish. I have never told anyone simply because once its said I can't undo the words . It has always been a alone fetish. As much as I wish I was with someone I could role play with and live out my abdl fetish with I still fear for the unknown, and the exposure to my secret. As much a I do want her part of it I don't know if she will want the role and scare her away.
So this where it gets interesting. When she mentioned fetishes as example for me tell her she listed off quite a few and said diapers as one. But I didn't act on it as I still want it secret.FYI She is also an ex girlfriend of mine that maybe rekindling. But in the past when I was with her she happened to get into a pee fetish because of me. But later didn't like the act as much as she like watching the porn. So she may have some interest and at least knows that maybe part of my fetish.
But this is the red flag when I was at her house the other day I saw a brand new pack of pampers right next to her toilet. At first I didn't realize what they were because of the all white packaging and simple pampers sticker on them. Well the bag was full and so I figured maybe her friend left them there because she has a very close friend with kids.
But 3-4days later(tonite) I went back to her house. To see her for our nightly dinner and sex. So when I went to the bathroom I had to check!!! Sure enough the pampers we're not next the toilet. So I figured they were in a cabinet. Well upon checking the package was nearly empty. Maybe 2-3 left , didn't touch or check as any difference I how they were put in there would be noticeable , she's very observant. So I've been so happy to think that this could be the one!! Someone to actually be comfortable with with being an abdl. Considering I've been an abdl for 8+years alone I never thought this could happen.
So I reach out to you the community. What do I do. Do i ask, do I tell her bout me, do I try get her to tell me about it. Or just wait it out and see what unfolds and judge my disclosure at the right time????