So recently I had a very unique dream. In this dream I had found a very young girl in a far-away and unfamiliar city. She said that she didn't have any parents and that she was all alone, and I offered to take care of her. Before I awoke, I spent some time looking after this girl and trying to make her happy.
I was taken very much by surprise by such an emotional dream (Particularily because I'm just approaching the age of 19 and of course - not thinking of having children of my own). It affected me so strongly that I tried very hard when I woke up to not forget the dream, as I often do within minutes of waking. So strongly even, that I took any moments to myself for the following few days to remember dream, and bask in the emotion that came with thoughts of taking care of a little girl.
The funny thing is that this happened during a "purge" stage in the binge-purge cycle, and I've been turned straight around by now. :P It's actually making me consider getting involved in a daddy/carer role in the ab/dl community.
Anyway, I just wanted to share this with you kind folk as it's been quite a unique experience for me. To be absolutely clear though, this was completely non-sexual for me and I consider it to be quite innocent in truth. Thanks for reading, as I'm aware this has been quite a long post. ^^'