I have been batting around the idea of visiting a therapist to learn more about my fetish and to gain insight into how it may have started. I don't really need help in living with it as I believe I finally have it at a manageable level in my life. I have a feeling that it could be a waste of time, but I also wonder if I could get some more insight on it. I don't have any strong, childhood experiences that I feel I can connect its presence to. I'm just a seeker of knowledge and would enjoy knowing how my attraction to diapers came to be. Perhaps there isn't an answer, but is there something deeper? I love psychology and learning about the workings of humans as well as myself.
Those of you who have been through the therapy- how was it for you? Is it worthwhile or a waste of time? Do they ask you about your childhood experiences or is it focused primarily on the present-day? Does insurance pay or will it be coming out of my pocket?
Sorry for all of the questions. I've never been to a therapist and may not go right away as I don't have my own insurance yet. It's through my parents and I really don't want to them to find out that I am seeing a therapist- they'll think something is wrong. I just want to consider if this is something that may help me understand this interest of mine a bit deeper.