Hello everybody. I'm a socially awkward, kinky and nerdy [insert gender here], working in the field of autism and still studying.
I have a boyfriend and a girlfriend. I've been living with him for several years. I've been dating her for a few months. She's going to join our home this year.
I've always been attracted to mommy figures, dating older women, finding myself in situations I didn't really like. My new love is only 19 years old and she's the one who allowed me the most to explore a nursing relationship. (Also, polyamory feels so much better to me than an affair with someone married...) It's still evolving between us. She calls me her baby, or other sweet names with a masculine pronoun. She helps me to eat sometimes, and she feeds me with strawberry flavored gelified water whenever she feels like it, especially before going to bed. I don't wear diapers, I really don't like dirty diapers, but I did enjoy when she cleaned me down there one day. We shower each other. At first she did all of this just for my pleasure, but recently she told me that it became a bit exciting to her too, maybe thanks to the thrill of breaking a taboo. Sometimes she also likes to behave as a little girl, and while I have little interest in this distribution of role, I find her very cute and I play her game.
I spend most of my spare time on my computer, playing games, listening to music, sharing activist posts on social medias and reading loads of (real) scientific studies about nearly anything.
But this evening, I could not stop thinking about this adult baby thing. I wanted to interact for the first time with people who also experienced it. That's what I'm looking for on this site. I hope I'll be able to provide something for others too. Big hugs to anyone who want it and sorry for my english.