I am female, both biologically and within my gender identity. However, I've always been somewhat masculine in my thoughts and actions, possibly because I had two older brothers and looked up to them a lot. As a kid I liked looking at dolls, but never played with them, preferring stuffed animals, legos, and small figurines. Even now I'm fairly loud and blunt... I tend to find it easier to relate to things guys say than what girls say, and what to many girls I know is a mystery (extreme competitiveness, for example) is basic knowledge for me.
But when I regress, it's fun to be extremely effeminate and shy and girlie all around. It's like sissification, except I'm not usually a boy! Is there a term for this kind of un-tomboy-ing?