Since I have stop wetting the bed at four I have only worn a few diapers. I wore pull-ups years ago and goodnites a little over a year ago. I didn't like either of them. Yet, I have since I was young been making makeshift diapers that I made out of a snuggie, which is extremely soft and stretchy and makes thick diapers, but they never satisfied me either. I guess because it wasn't the real thing. The real training pants and such I think maybe were too small.
But why do I have these strong urges to wear diapers, but whenever I put one on I don't like it and immediately take it off? Maybe it's guilt and shame? But I don't know. I'm just really confused.