So a little back story.... I suffer from transient bowel ic (crohns) and also very transient urge urinary ic (medication)
A few weeks ago I went into an incontinence supplies store and after chatting for a little while they made me an appointment to see a continence nurse. The appointment went well and I have been approved for government funding for my nappies.
Now to the guilt, I feel guilty in that I am able to abuse the medical system for what i can only say is for my fetish. I know I have at times a legitimate reason, but I feel like I shouldnt be enjoying it... I mean when the ic is at its worst its no fun at all, but outside those times is a different story...
Don't know if anyone can help me... I guess guilt is a very personal thing, and I'll need to deal with these thoughts fluffing around inside my head on my own.