Hello guys, I am new here. I am 20 years old, and me and my girlfriend have been together for a year. I told her about my fetish a couple months ago, and she was very understanding about it which was cool. She has let me wear during sex before and didnt seem to mind so I think shes okay with that.
I asked her about wearing once just to try it and basically she looked uncomfortable and said " Well we will be together a long time so its a possibility. " and when I asked her about putting me in a diaper to accommodate my AB side she seemed weirded out and said " I dont know, ill think about it.." I guess I just feel like its not a crazy amount to ask im not asking her to wet or wear one or anything? Just to put me in one? From here on should I bring it back up or drop it completely?
I love her but as those of you who are AB know, that is a side that, if left unfulfilled, can make you miserable. On top of that. Her awkwardness about it when I asked that brings about lots of shame and regret that I even told her.. idk if I can go my entire life without ever trying my fantasy of being babied? Can anyone relate?