Okay so it's a bit strange, but I was kinda hoping I'm not the only one that does this?
Either way I'm hoping this is normal DL behaviour and nothing to be worried about?
Once I've wet my diaper a few times I have this habit where I tend to play with it, I really like touching it or patting my own butt, things of that nature, I also really like looking at the reflection of the diaper I'm wearing in the mirror, but this behaviour only occurs If my Diaper is exposed. I guess 50% of it is sexual, and the other 50% is because it makes me feel really small/little, like when I'm looking at the reflection of the diaper.
It kinda reminds me of a saying my Mum used to tell me when ever she bathed me, just because it's there, doesn't mean you have to play with it Lol.......*Monkey*