Hey hey. Interesting to see I'm not the only one to use that greeting title. When I use it in real life, I'm usually just met with a confused stare.
I am a... person. I'm curious and dedicated, and I sometimes spend hours researching a random topic that might interest me one day. I am usually very calm, I do not like to start fights, and I usually try to mediate between sides. I am a perfectionist, and I do not accept mediocrity from myself. I have a great love of wit, and a frequently dry and grim sense of humor. I try to convey this through text and speech with... varying levels of success. If I say something weird or offensive, most of the time it was an attempt at humor, and I will swear to you it sounded funny in my head. I promise, I actually know how to be normal, but I find it boring.
I have had a fascination with diapers and training pants from a very young age; I can confidently say before I was seven. For almost as long, I have had a fascination with being a girl. Mixed in, I have also had fantasies of becoming younger and regressing. My favorite type of diaper is pull ups, and my favorite fantasy is of becoming a little girl, usually between the ages of 3 and 10.
I'm a college graduate, and I'm going to start grad school soon. I have a great passion for video games, and talk about them with every opportunity; I consider my favorite games to be works of art. I am also a bit of a film buff, but I do not watch as many movies as I would like to. I'm a pretty big nerd, and enjoy a lot of the typical nerdy things, from trading card games to Star Wars to Dungeons and Dragons to Doctor Who to Firefly to Mass Effect. I am very ambitious. I have a plan for my life, and I make sure to meet my goals before anything else. I am smart enough to reach them, and therefore I do not accept failure or mediocrity in myself.
My gender issues run pretty deep. I wish I was a girl, but I am not and will not transition. I do not think it would work out well for me. Furthermore, it would alienate me from my family and ruin my future plans. As such, my gender has caused me frequent distress throughout my life, once I was able to truly understand. I have spent my whole life suppressing my emotions and tendencies in order to "be a man", and it has caused me to appear very cold and aloof. I know that I would be a happier, healthier, more likable person if I were born female, or if I suddenly became female. Still, I constantly debate my gender, and can never resolve whether I am "legitimately" transgendered. Are my feelings real? Biological? Am I crazy? Is it just a fetish? I doubt I will ever have an answer.
Anyway, I came here to see others with similar issues to myself, partly because of the great interest I have, and partly because I want to feel like I'm not completely insane (still, wouldn't just want to be normal; I like being a little crazy). I apologize if this greeting was a bit of a downer, I'm normally much more cheery. I swear! But, I felt like I should be pretty real in the greeting. Anyway, enough of that fun stuff! So, hello to everyone!