Ill start from the start.
I spent the first 9 years of my working life In nurseries (plants)
The last job finished unexpectedly due to business slowing down due to drought, and since then i have done a wide variety of other jobs.
Since then ive always wanted to get back into the industry.
That chance came around a few weeks ago after almost 8years, which i happily accepted.
(The retail nursery im at now was one of my old customers from years ago, when i was wholesaling which was kind of uncanny!)
Now that im back, it just sort of seems wrong (thats the best way I can really describe it)
I guess its like when you want something for so long and you finally get it, only to realise perhaps you didnt really want it anymore?
Dont get me wrong, the place is great, everyone is lovely and helpfull and friendly (hehe and they think my collars are cute lol )
This afternoon the chap ive been working with had to do some other things, no one had told me to do anything in particular so i busied myself tiding up and weeding and a few other things which the boss loved and said it was great that I took the initiative and that was what he expected me to do.
I still love my gardens at home and any time I spend tending to them is for me a perfect way to unwind and relax.
But I just cant put my finger on this, it strangely doesnt seem right now.
A plus, I feel a little more satisfied having written, and read over this right now.
Anyway thats enough collie ramblings for now I better organise dinner im starving!