With my move coming up in the next few months, I find myself thinking about what I want to do with my live. I'm a major gamer. Find myself wanting to make games, or even wanting to be reviewer, but I can't find myself doing anything like it. For some reason my mind blocks it out. Usually I can bring anything up in my head, but my dream future is completely unseeable. I know a pointless live isn't for me. I want a destiny, some kind of meaningful future. Wealth isn't out of the question, but I'm a realist. I know the world requires the lower class, but I won't allow it to be me. I deserve a better life then that after everything I've had to do suffer. I really wish the world wasn't so harsh, but that isn't the world we live in. I was thinking about going back to college after the move, but I don't know anymore.
I'm sorry about the rant, but I've been stressing out a lot. So much so my body is slightly effected.
Any e ncouragement would help.