I find it easier to regress when I wear girly clothes (preferably skirts) when it comes to regressing. I never really admitted to myself that I was even AB/DL until only 9 months ago much less a LG. I never was into cross dressing before but I find it easier to regress when I wear skirts and I keep wondering If I have missed something regarding my identity again. I have a blog under my profile that can give some insight into my past and hopefully explain why I never even knew I was a AB much less a LG until I was 36 years old. Now keep in mind this blog is out of date in regards to my identity as I have since found out that I am AB as well as more recently I have added LG and IC to my profile. I was totally lost and confused until 9 months ago.
I happen to have been diagnosed with mild paranoia. Now keep in mind I am not ashamed of being LG but I can't seem to find a option to put down just being LG as I have no desire to wear skirts except to help me regress. Since becoming IC back in January I have regressed most nights uncomfortably because I own no skirts or dresses and I just want to make sure that I am not second guessing myself just on principle again. I have been through enough and I want to make sure that I don't make the same unhealthy mistake again of screwing up my own self image again.
My own self identity is coming along slowly and while I feel enormous pressure to speed things up I am taking my time because I don't want to fool myself and to make sure I get it right this time around because I want to be honest with myself and being paranoid is not making this easier. I just feel cuter and more innocent when I regress with a skirt on (I have made makeshift skirts out of under-pads I don't own any permanent girls clothing yet). I have no idea how to separate the sissy icon from being a LG or even if that's appropriate to do so. Please enlighten me with appropriate questions that you think I should be asking myself? Am I just being paranoid again and over analyzing things again as well? I just want to make sure that I am in fact a LG?