First i wanna thank alot of friends of mine on adisc here thank you for always being there for me. While my childhood had some fun times i had bad as well bullied home life and all in all i think i become i good Man i pay my own bills i work full time and i am a great person. But why is it that i cant let my past go? My whole life i have been scard to really go out into the world to have fun i mean i stay in my bed room all the time when im not at work. I am 21 now so i don't blame anyone for my bad diet or me not leaving the apartment. Well i guess what i am saying here is why do i hate myself?