I've returned! I'm Lily (formally Vyxie). I joined in 2010. I was googling some stuff about pacifiers today (because I received my (technically my second one, but I don't have my first anymore) Nuk 5 I ordered) and I was reading a thread here and ran across posts that I had made myself, so I decided to log in and update things. And here we are! I moved from California to North Dakota in October of last year and got a job shortly after. I'm living with my two partners (a bi boy and a transguy who is non-op, non-hrt) and I'm slowly working on getting my letter of recommendation for HRT for myself. I've been dealing with a lot of dysphoria lately, so I decided to get a Nuk 5 again to keep me at ease and I'm enjoying it as much as I did last time I had one. If you're still around and remember me for years ago, say hi! I've missed you all and I look forward to seeing what's been going on around here in my absence.
Also, there was a story here that I read back then and it was astonishingly great. I loved it a lot and I can't seem to find it now. Might anyone know what it was? It had many chapters and the end was a great twist.
Edit: Oh yes, it was BabyStar and it appears to have been removed.