So good to have the oppertunity to meet you all. I'm an AB, and have thought I was in good terms with myself and who I am, but recently realized I was repressing myself much more than I had thought, and it was dong bad things to my life. I'm beginning to work through issues, and am looking for a community that I can talk with and help.
I've found threads on adisc.org many times, often diaper reviews or various howtos. I've read them for information, but haven't really been involved in the community as a whole. This has been my involvement in the ABDL community for years. I used to subscribe to alt.sex.fetish.diapers on usenet, but never posted. I occassionally posted on the teen forums (I was a teen at the time) on DPF, but when it went downhill after Tommy left, I was again pretty much just a lurker.
I think I'm ready for a community again. I do not know if this will end up being my new home or not, but I'd like to give it a try.
I'm having some difficulty describing my interests outside of ABDL issues. I like anime, but don't do as much of it as I used to. I'm interested in computer IT and security issues. I read Science Fiction. I am interested in studying comparative and syncretic religion, with a focus on Wicca and Christopaganism. I am beginning to look into third wave feminism, especially how it might relate to us and other marganilized sexualities and identities including asexual spectrum. All this I've said is true, but I feel it doesn't say WHO I am still. I am me. I hope some of you get to know me, and I get to know you, because a few conversations with me, and you will understand me much better than you could with pages of "about me" exposition.