Here comes my story. I need help.
Few month ago i've discovered that i'm a Womb Twin Survivor. It means that when i was in my mother womb, i was not alone, i had a twin brother but he died before birth.
I've always had a kid side, but since i've discovered my twin brother my kid side is increasing and i don't now how to control it.
To understand my story you also need to know that i'm a disabled person. So, in order to survive, i had to grown very fast and when i was only 12 i already was over responsible. Because of it, i think i never had a teenagehood.
So i guess i always wanted to find again the time of my childhood, when i was not over responsible.
But since all these years, i try to deny this part of myself and i think it's not the good solution and as i said before discovering my twin brother increase my needs to be a kid.
For example, i always feel insecure, i always need to be protect to feel good, but my parents don't care about it and don't want to understand that and always laught at me. And most unusal thing, sometime i speak like a kid, especially if i'm sad.
So, my first questions are:
-What can i do to feel protected and safe?
-What can i do to fill up the lack of my twin brother?
-How can i control my language?
Thanx for your advice!