Alphaman here (I got that username for an account 10 years ago and have never stopped using it haha!)
I'm a guy from the Maryland-DC area, and have only recently come back to diapers and babyish things recently, after a long hiatus. I'm coming here because the community just seems SO awesome and I love it, and want to share!
A little about my past: I was born in Maryland, and have lived here for the past 10 years. My childhood was very enjoyable, to say the least. I loved every minute of it--I always wish I could experience just a day from that lovely time again. That is probably why I came to my interest in diapers and baby things. I, for some reason, just found them appealing. When I was a kid I would imagine myself as a little baby being carried around, or playing in a crib or with little toys.
As I got a bit older, these fantasies grew away. Puberty hit. Middle school...the worst time of life! I had very few friends in middle school, and didn't really enjoy my time. Around eighth grade, however, I soon found my interest in diapers again...I don't know how it happened. But soon I was looking up all sorts of diaper related things. I would even fashion homemade diapers from paper towels (actually, I still do that)! However, I thought I was a freak, and for a few years thought I was a freak.
However, one night I was googling and discovered a community forum of AB/DL people...I forget which one, but I recognized that I wasn't alone. Finally, I had found acceptance. Now, I know that probably sounds quite cliche...but it's what happened haha. I've never told anyone, and I don't really plan to anytime soon. And tbh, as I've stated, this interest has been dormant for about a year now (this would be the 2nd hiatus).
Anyway, im mainly a diaper lover, though I enjoy the AB side. Also, I've recently considered I'm a sissy...the thought of cross dressing while diapered sounds fun...and while I'd love to try it, I can't even get access to diapers, let alone girls clothes. Plus, I'm in college! With a roommate, enjoying this side of me is nigh impossible.
But anyway, I'm mostly waiting till I have my own place to really start buying any of that stuff. I don't like being risky. I've tried in the past...and have been caught. It was horrible, to say the least.
Nonetheless, I have plenty to occupy my time till then! I love poetry and fiction writing. I plan to be an author, though currently I'm studying Economics. Again, I LOVE poetry. If you want to share poetry, or see some of mine, please send a message I also enjoy guitar, music, reading, philosophy (I challenge you to a debate), and my catholic faith (I'm considering entering seminary). I keep my AB/DL side to the side, and try not to let it be overwhelming. Frankly, I think obsession over a fetish is dangerous. I do not want it to consume my life, but I don't want to disregard who I really am.
Thanks for being so welcoming!