I've decided to create this thread because I've been on this site for almost 3 years and I've never actually told my story about how it all began to everyone, so without further ado I'd love to share my experience with you all
So ever since I was little I've always had a strange fascination with pacifiers, I never knew why but even just the word 'dummy' would make me feel funny inside. At first I shrugged it off 'cause I was young and had no idea what it could've been
When I started to get older I would visit my cousins regularly and one of them still had her pacis until she was around 8ish, being surrounded by her constantly talking with a paci in her mouth and having numerous pacis just lying around in her room and all over !he house brought these feelings back for me, again though I was still at the age where i didn't know about fetishes or anything so I shrugged it off again.
But I couldn't get this fascination out of my head, I jusy always had these strange thoughts of what it would be like to still have a pacifier instead of giving it up as a baby.
Then when I started high school the girls at school were following some silly trend of bringing pacis into school and sucking on them in class, so naturally thinking about all those feelings I had experienced before I got curious, so I went down to the store one day after school and bought a Tommee Tipppee Closer To Nature twin pack, I just remember walking out of the store feeling excited and strangely proud as if I'd accomplished something. i got home and went straight into the bathroom, I locked the door, ripped the packaging apart and popped one in my mouth and begain sucking and automatically it felt as if it was a part of me that I'd been missing my whole life, I did do other things to accompany these euphoric feelings but that's another story hahaa. Now I use pacis non-stop and I don't plan on stopping anytime soon! Naturally I consider myself to have more of a pacifier fetish than being an AB or anything like that, mainly because I've never tried diapers or anything
So that's my story! Does anyone else have paci experiences? If so I'd love to hear them and see if anyone has been through the same experiences