Today was a rough day and I don't know why. I felt irritable all day and when I finally got home I put on a diaper and a really big tee-shirt stuck my paci in my mouth, filled up a bottle and felt a bit better. But I can't shake the feeling of depression. I keep coming back to the fact that I have to go back to responsibility and adult things and that I wont find someone who will treat me like the toddler I want to be.
Does anyone else ever feel like this? like you wont ever really get a into a situation that makes you happy? Everything good about the life style just feels so temporary. I dunno just need some ideas as to how others deal with this.