well many questions have been brought up by this question but no one ever answers the same.
What is sexuality and or lack of it?
i have always been fascinated by the idea of classifying every one into neat organized category. but wait some people don't fit. well this is just my opinion on sexuality.
whats the point of going around classifying people into this or that when 90% of the time the classifications don't fit
take me. personally i fit into three but none at the same time
my homosexual side: i like men, they turn me on. i have always had crushes on other boys growing up, they are cute funny, understand how i work and i understand how they work. BUT.
my Asexual side: i have no drive t words sexual intercourse the idea of having sex with either gender don't register any feelings in me what so ever. THEN
My heterosexual side: my goal in life is to have a conventional Family. i WANT a wife who will be there for me and who will bear more children for me. i love my son with all my heart and do everything i can to make him happy but im just a man somethings will only come from a mother's love. i want the American Dream (the real one not wall streets) i want a stable wife, my own house, up to 5-6 kids well spaced out, and my realistic Dream car. (Fire red 1978 Trans Am t-top)
But in all of this where does sexuality fit into the whole scheme. i play for all three sides but can there really be an Asexual-Bisexual.
but for all my goals the whole "Sexuality" thing looms over and tries to make me choose one or none.
to that my conclusion is that Sexuality just is not practical, its a broken idea designed to make a lot of problems and ruin people's lives and goals.
i will end by saying a quote from one of my favorite video game characters
"I am me, nobody else" so why stoop so low as to give in to what others see as normal
I have no sexuality because I'm an individual filled with a mix of different desires and ideas
I AM ME!
Ok im done just a little rant