I know this is going to sound crazy, but I want to be caught by my parents. Well, at least my mom anyways. I have been wanting to tell her about my "little" side for a while. I do not find being an ab or a little as a sexual thing. Before you start saying it is a sexual fetish I am sure there are other people who feel it isn't sexual. I have almost just walked into their room with my pacifier and have my mom respond to that, but I know it is really stupid. The only reason I want to be caught is because I know I don't have the heart to just tell them. I have already went through it when I came out to them two years ago about being gay, and I can't imagine what they would say if I came out with this. I would rather be caught and have to explain it that way. I know it is stupid and crazy I just don't want to break my mom's heart, but at the same time I don't want to keep hiding who I really am. Am I stupid or insane because of this?