Like many reading this im sure... I get frustrated with the whole Binge-Purge cycle of ABism.
I LOVE Musical theatre and singing and the whole being on stage thing. I love socializing and living life to the full. My future career venture is one of great importance to me and i DO NOT want ABism to be ANY part of it.
It Feels Natural and right and ok.... BUT i Also Know its NOT Right or "Normal" - As society sees it..... Im struggling with all this
I have been a TB and Now AB for about 10 years now and all the time i have struggled to come to terms with it all... trying to understand why?....and trying to quit but to no avail.
Its not like it takes over my life at all but i do think about it... and end up giving in to temptation and wear nappies and us baby things like bibs, dummies, Bottles etc now and again. Sometimes near 24/7 when i can.... and if i have gotten rid and thrown it all away..... The temptation grows and all caves in and i buy more. :-(
I Guess what im looking for here is
ideas on quitting?
How YOU cope with the Binge-purge cycle?
What you do?
I know im not alone but im guessing im looking for reassurance and help.....?
Stay Happy in your Nappy...
Hyper in your Diaper