Greetings and greetongs, amigos
Come last month, I've managed to find some new nappies. Happy times? Well...to tell the truth, I'm not really at ease.
I'm more of a DL: I'd use my nappy for the sake of wearing them, and also because of the more sexual side of it. However, acceptance doesn't come easily to me when I'm in a wet nappy that I've used to masturbate in.
Even on this forum, I'm finding it rather hard to say it.
Each and every time that I've "used" my nappy, I feel incredibly sharp yet drawn out feelings of shame come through my head. The experience after I use my nappy like that is absolutely awful, but I'm still a DL after all that.
I'm not sure if there are coping strategies, or if I should make drastic change (pun not intended). I could just do with another person's view on the situation.