How can depend briefs even be considered as an option. I haven't been using regularly long but I am so sick of these things letting me down. Anything other than a drop and my clothes are wet. Yeah sure if I wanted to wear a diaper just to say I've got one on fine.
I understand they can't be flooded. I'm just talking about a trickle here and there...the next thing you know, I'm making a lame excuse like....oh I must have set in something.
Is there a low profile diaper I can use...that doesn't give me diaper butt that can take at least some light wetting. Arrrrrg!!
I have to hide this. I am so ashamed and frustrated. I know it sounds like I'm incontinent....I'm not. I *need* to wear and use.....without the down side of getting caught. I have to be who i am inside.
This has been going on for years for me. I have to be a baby.....it is who I am. But I have a job a wife a kid....I'm getting old. Why am I here even, why am I broken?
I have to stay hidden, or my world will unwind. I can never be who I really am. Don't be alarmed by my next statement because I never could do this.....but sometimes I wish I would just die and move on.
Why did this have to happen to me? I hurt. I'm ugly...I'm fat...I'm the wrong gender...I hate my job....I'm old, but inside I am a baby girl. And that is the first time I've ever said that even to myself.