Back in May my elderly mother had a stroke, and she is now dependent on adult diapers (no pun intended). Seeing them in the trash and seeing her in them just makes me feel filthy. I already know I have no sexual attraction to her, but to me it's the equivalent of someone who is into kink seeing their 70-year old mother walking around in a gimp suit! If I accidentally see her in them it will take me awhile to recover from the filthy feeling. Anyone have any ideas of how to cope? Possibly even to dumb down the fetish a bit? I already know getting rid of it is out of le question.