Hi guys, I dicovered my identity in the abdl community about 4 years ago. (joined adisc around the same time) Over those years I've stayed padded a good deal of the time, but still have huge paranoia, not about people seeing, but I can't let myself wet? I've always been afraid of leaks, but after 4 years, and nearly no leaks, this is getting annoying. I cannot just "let go" for some reason? when I'm standing it isn't too bad, but I've never wet lying down.
I wanted to know if others had ever dealt with this sort of extremely shy bladder, and maybe how you overcame it?
Also is there anything one can buy to further reduce leak chance? I want to try wetting at night, and have belisimos, but I'm a side sleeper, and cannot *bleep* up my queen size memory foam matress. I worked too frikin hard for it lol.
Thanks for any advice you guys have!