I've tried allot of disposables, but i Want to try some cloth diapers, and I have a preference although i don't know if it exists. Here's what I want, I want to find a diaper that is thick and bulky that fits me right and is soft to emulate a diaper. I want to sleep in it not to use it but to have it just for comfort while i sleep. because when i sleep in a disposable I wake up and it has fallen apart and the stuffing has spread and broken. Does anyone know of a diaper such as this? Also keep in mind I'm not doing so well on money but I'd be willing to spend up to $60.00 on it. Thanks in advance.