Hey everyone. I have thoughts that I want to get out, and I hope that it all makes sense. I guess I am really just sissy-curious. Like I've always been interested in it, even since being a little kid. Do you remember Chip and Dale rescue rangers? There was one episode where they had to dress like women to sneak into the bad guy's base or something like that, for some reason I really liked that episode as a kid.
Growing up I guess you could say that it was always something in the back of my mind. One time my then girlfriend now wife dressed me up and that was fun, but that was my only real experience.
Recently I have been thinking more about it. Its kind of like on one hand I like the idea of being humiliated in an SM kind of way, which is why diapers are a good match, but on the other hand I feel like I want to be cute sometimes.
Sometimes is the keyword I guess, because I don't feel like this is the way that I want to live everyday. I just want to play make believe for a few hours, then go back to being a man.
OK did that make sense? So my question for everyone is where is everyone on sissy-ness? Do you just like to play now and again? Do you live sort of a split identity? Do you want to live that way all of the time?
Gender being a spectrum rather then binary is something that I have been thinking a lot about lately and I find it interesting.