Im super nervous. First of all I am gay and coming out was extremely hard and now I feel like I am coming out again in a way. Been with my boyfriend for 6 months and I just so know and he just knows were destined. But I am do scared about this side of me...I want him to know because wearing diapers is a huge part of my life....its my underwear....I never wear around him.and I dont want him to be turned off by me....but when were apart I wear and fantasize about him changing me and is wearing together. ...he says he has no fetishes or anything...I am so scared..i just want for him to know and to not be creaped out...and to love me still!!!!!!!!!!