As someone who just gave into urges and am beginning work on to accepting them, I am curious as to how long others have gone undiapered. For what reason? Was it out of inconvenience? A SO not accepting or even forbidding it? Yourelf suppressing your urges?
I went for about eight years this last stint. I thought no one would accept me, I thought I was weird, and thought no one else shared the same views. This is a little strange for me because I usually have no problem AT ALL being myself around anyone, but for some reason I guess I thought this was crossing some kind of line. Glad I found you all, glad it's behind me.
Also, what ended your particular dry spell (no pun intended)? Was it coupled with feelings of guilt? Relief? Others?