I'm not new to being an ab I just don't understand why my desires are so strong to wear a diaper and use it as a baby does. It's not like I can turn it off and on and it gets stronger the more I wear. Help me understand. I have had these feeling starting in elementary school when I was in the hospital for a stomach virus and was made to wear diapers as I could not control my bowels. Just looking for thoughts from other adult babies as to why I feel so strongly. Thanks for any thoughts.