Heya ADISC, figured I'd reintroduce myself since a lot has changed over the years.
For those who don't know, I'm a 21-year-old gay LB/AB/DL living in northeastern Ontario, Canada. I love dressing the part, wearing diapers, watching kids' TV shows and movies, and crawling into bed with my sleeper, paci, and plushie. Not a 24/7 thing, but I like to indulge whenever I get the chance. I'm also curious about the babyfur scene.
My story, if anyone's interested:
Really unloading here, so here it goes...
My interest in regression and diapers stems from an incident that occurred in my early childhood. I was around 4 or so years old; just out of pull-ups and starting kindergarten. I was spending a time-out in my room for something or other, and for some reason I was drawn to my closet - possibly to vent in frustration. When I opened the closet doors, I noticed an uncovered case of diapers, which sparked my curiosity. After somehow managing put one on, I slid into a pair overalls and walked back out into my room to assess my little getup. The 'naughtiness' of wearing a diaper paired with the harness-like embrace of my overalls sent me into a state of bliss.
As I was standing in the middle of the room in my overalls and sporting a very obvious diaper bulge, my mom walked in and put on a HUGE grin. I still consider it the most embarrassing moment of my life. From that moment on, I refused to wear overalls or anything remotely toddlerish, making an exception for anything adorned with Winnie the Pooh or Mickey Mouse. The only toddlerish thing I adamantly refused to let go of was my blankie, which I still have to this day.
I thought a lot about that incident growing up, but never saw an opportunity to relive that incredible feeling. I often had fantasies involving diapers and overalls that could never be realized.
When I was about 13, I discovered a discussion forum that had a pretty sizable AB/DL user base. After many years of lurking, I worked up the courage to make an account and began to participate in the forums. I ended up getting to know quite a few like-minded people, and was thus introduced to the quirky world of paraphilic infantilism.
Despite this, it wasn't until I was about 17 that I would draw the connection. That's when I discovered ADISC, and coincidentally, that I was an AB/DL.
Come late 2013, I experienced what I'd consider an 'epiphany' - I needed other AB/DL's in my life, and moreover, I needed a companion. But being that I live in a small, remote city, I never had the opportunity to meet any AB/DL's within my age group. So I fell into a really nasty depression (to compound my existing one), and became very distant from my family and friends. It hit me pretty hard.
Luckily, I've been fortunate enough to cross paths with some really awesome people here (on ADISC) - people I now consider great friends. It's helped a lot to be able to express myself, and to have people who will listen to and support me. Admittedly, I'm still not in the best of places, but I can't even fathom where I'd be without their support.
Beyond my little side, I'm a pretty normal guy (or so I like to think). I've always been shy and kind of reserved but I try to keep social. I love food, travel, 3D architectural and graphic design, photography, urban exploration, video games, and hanging out with friends. I'm also novice sewer - in fact, I'm just getting started on my first LB/AB clothing project! Anyone hazard to guess what it'll be? ;P
Anyways, I'm here to extend my friendship to anyone who should want or need it. I'm always happy to make new friends and chat with like-minded people. =)
Last edited by futurepunk92; 26-Jan-2014 at 23:17.