Back a few years ago I used to be mildly incontinent, induced by me "holding it". It was a weird habit that I picked up from somewhere. I guess I liked the feeling a lot or something. Anyways, I used to hold it to extremes which would eventually cause me to "leak" quite a bit, requiring me to change my undergarments often. I never resorted to diapers because I was a teenager and had no funding for that (and no way in hell was I going to tell my parents), and it was mild enough that I could change when I got home from school. I've since gotten better, but I occasionally have a little drippage but nothing major.
Also, it could be very painful but for some reason I learned to enjoy it. Really bad habit.
Does anyone have an explanation for this? Like, I just want to know just as a bit of a settling of this issue. Is this normal? Do you recover over time like that over something like that? I never brought it up with a doctor due to embarrassment so yeah.
Thanks for being an accepting community, by the way.