I've been trying to find an online ABDL community where people were sensitive and gentle instead of harshly judgmental and cliquish (that has been my experience, I realize it is not universally shared). Months ago I tried to engage this community but I was way too depressed to be constructive here. I maybe not be 100% but I'm closer than I was than.
I realize I can come off as argumentative... it's a hazard of an analytical mind. I'm sorry if that's alienated anyone, I try to keep it in check.
I just want to thank the people who have given me support as I have reestablished my presence here over the last few days: you know who you are. Thank you.