Just a quick thought I wanted to share with you all. In light of coming out, I've had one question on my mind: Why do I do this?

I, like many of you, cannot pin point one answer. I could blame it on my bad childhood or all the illnesses I've had and beaten over the years, but I've never felt like ether was the cause. At the end of the day, this is something I "want", not a problem I'm facing.

Then it hit me, am I afraid of growning up? No, in fact, I was rewarded for trying to act mature as far back as I can remember.

I'm I afraid of getting old? I've never thought about that before.