Well... Wow, yeah, big step for me, making an ADISC account'n all. Just a week after wearing my first real one, too.
Anyways, I'm a brony (in case it wasn't obvious enough), and I absolutely love engineering and physics and stuff. Like crazy. I can give long lectures on string theory, general relativity, rocket science, why Mars is way better suited for colonization than the moon... etc. etc. I most especially love space exploration, though. Elon Musk is THE MAN to me, hehe. CEO of SpaceX, this crazy awesome new company that's revolutionizing the industry - and they've barely even started! Now to stop before I rant about how amazing they are for many paragraphs... To sum it up, Mars, by 2035, colony, it'll happen thanks to them
And I don't just love these things - I'm downright obsessed with them! Hehe.
And I'm not an egghead... I'm just well-read.
Well, now as for why I joined... I'm hoping to get some replies here, as I'm quite conflicted and a bit scared.
I guess it's like any big thing and getting used to something new, but yeah. I'm a Mormon, which means my values include not having sexual conduct outside of marriage (I very, very strongly believe in this) - which leaves me a bit conflicted, since diapers have an innocent side for me, as well as a not-so-innocent side, and with my roommate here at college being into them, too, and now I'm wearing them for real... I just don't know.
I guess I'm just scared about diving into something so strange and new, maybe? Especially something that I'm not sure I should be? I mean, I was really, really scared about getting into MLP, and, well, you say you like MLP, that's one thing, but saying you like wearing diapers?
Yeah, I guess it's just that. I really need a support group. I want to feel more sure that this is okay. I want to know if it isn't. I'm really, really scared about my life, I guess, getting into this. Scared and very confused. Maybe I really know I shouldn't but I'm in denial? Maybe I'm just scared of it? I really, really love the feeling, but that does't make it right. I want above all to do what's right, but I give in so much because I'm uncertain if it's wrong. Sometimes I even feel like it's not just not wrong, but even right.
I just don't know and it's a big problem for me! Where do I look for answers? Where do I look for strength - I don't think either answer will be easy to accept.
I just don't know...
I guess a support community really is the best place to join... As I said, I'm religious. I pray for answers... Maybe I'll find them here?
Heh, I could put a man on the moon, or explain how a warp drive might work to get you to the stars, but I just can't figure out how to get myself into my future...
I just want to do what's right, and have the strength to press forward with it, but I just don't know what that would be...
Sorry to be so sappy'n stuff with my first post, but, yeah, I just feel like I need to talk about this. So, yeah, ADI-SC, ADI-Support Community...