Ok.......I'm totally shocked! And I'm sure I shocked my counselor. He is retiring and I decided to tell him about my issue. I've never kept anything from him accept this because I knew I couldn't be fixed nor did I want him to try and fix me. So 15 minutes before my session ended I decided to tell him about my diapers and asked him if he heard of infantilism and he said whats that? I had to go into more detail and he's never heard or treated anyone. I showed him the Bambino web site and he was like wow. I told him I have been like this my whole life and he asked are you wearing one now and I said yes. I wore sweats to his office and I thought he knew something or could hear the crinkle. I can hear the crinkle. So all these visits he's never known. This was suppose to be my last visit to say bye to him and he wanted to see me one more time. Lol...I told him after 40 years you thought you heard everything....leave it to me to shock you. He laughed. If any of you are wondering why now, it's because I knew I would be going onto a new psycologist and wanted to make sure I go onto the best one he would pick.