Note: There is a chance I might make someone angry with this and I have a tendency to be very stupid so I'm really sorry and
Lately I have really gotten a lot deeper into Pokemon by playing through y, mystery dungeon 2, a pearl wedlocke, and watching the movies
to kinda break up the movies so its less repetitive I usually check out fan or official reviews, while I understand that they are not supposed to be really good movies and the tomatoes ratings were all going to be negative I still read through them out of curiosity.
It's worth noting that I don't fell emotions really that strongly and nothing really bothers me so It was no surprise that I wasn't offended by any of the comments, atleast until I got to this one
"Pikachu has very little to do with the plot, so die-hard fans may be disappointed. On the other hand, I daresay die-hard fans could not possibly be discriminating enough to notice, since most of them are still in diapers."
what got to me about this was the ignorance and name calling in the idea that Pokemon is for babies and It's fans are too
Being called a baby was the only that has ever really gotten to me in about a year
and now that I think about it that insult was used on me everyday in daycare and I can't help but think that at least some of my ABDL aspect stemmed from there
being a baby has a bit of a dual meaning for and I suspect that the constant day care name calling is the cause
on one hand I have barely grown out of anything I had an interest in since I was twelve along with many things before then (I have lost interest in somethings I couldn't call it growing out of them) and I like to idea of watching a preschool show or having a stuffed animal, getting hugs and cuddles, being cute and anything ABDL related.
on the other hand I normally avoid kids shows and feel really awkward watching them as if I shouldn't or someone is judging me despite my enjoyment (4 mouths to watch MLP without this feeling) and I find the idea of a person over 9 watching preschool shows or playing with toys as something really immature and odd (outside of an ABDL context.) even when I have done those things before and grew to be fine with it. (no offense If you do these things, I don't actually have anything against it its just an emotional response I can't help)
and I know that most of you have had things much worse then I did and I'm not trying to look for sympathy and I'm sorry if I come of as whiny about the whole daycare thing because I know its not that big of a deal and I am still thankful that I had a good childhood.
It's just interesting to look at your own psychology and how something from your past could cause a silly little insult to cause offense and see a double stranded with in your self.
have you guys had any similar experiences