I'm not really an adult baby, but more of a 'little girl', so i hope this is the right place to post.
I'm going to shorten what is a sort of complicated story about my situation to this: I have a kidney infection which causes me to pee in my sleep. My boyfriend, who's taken great care of me in my illness which caused me to regress and get needy, suggested that, instead of going to the toilet because of urgency every 10-15 minutes, I just wear goodnites (my review here)full-time until I'm better. We're trying to enjoy an embarrassing situation and have it bring us even closer
We're new to age play (I feel like I shouldn't even call it that because it gives it a sexual connotation) and I'm not sure how to go about this and have 'little' time and 'big' time if you know what I mean. I'm mostly little now because I'm sick, but in the future. If you can help me out there, let me know.
Anyway, here are some stories I'll share so far (only a couple days), and I'd love if you'd share your own if you're lucky enough to have them!!!
- my boyfriend's grandma just died this week, and he was really torn up about it. they were very close. yesterday, I had a fever of 101.8 from being sick and I was very loopy and tired and grumpy.
he stood me up while our friend was at the bathroom, hugged me (more like held me) very closely, and started rocking me back and forth as if we were dancing, humming a song I didn't know. I felt so content and so safe, it was indescribable, like no other warmth or comfort or ease or peace I've EVER felt before. This went on for a few minutes and I think I literally fell asleep with my face in his chest.
I woke up when I heard a 'shhh' which I guess was my boyfriend telling our friend to be quiet because he was rocking me to sleep. later on, he told me he tried to stop rocking me and humming several times, but he just couldn't. he said he felt like his grandma's spirit got inside him and he was taking care of me like she did him.
- i told my boyfriend I was embarrassed and didn't want to wear the goodnites and he replied very simply: "well too bad. you need them."
So I told him, "well I've got 26 left, so since we already have them, i will, but only until they're gone."
and he said "well, that's up to your bladder, sweetheart. If you can't control it, it's okay, no one's going to see but me."
- I told him I kept waking up at night feeling like i was sitting in an old bathtub (cold, wet diaper) and he told me he's going to start having me stay over his place so he can try to change me while I sleep before I get cold, so I don't have to wake up all the way. (I don't know how this will work, though, considering goodnites are pullups)
That's really it so far! I haven't worn in front of him yet, but will tomorrow, so I'll let you know how it goes. I'm really nervous :/ Any suggestions on 'little' activities? What sort of things do you do with your caretaker? Any stories?