so my biological parents know of my diaper wearing and furryness. to which they are both semi-ok with. my family is a dont ask dont tell kind of family. they allow me to wear diapees in the house under the rules that i am fully clothed when not in my room. last year for xmas to myself, i bought a six foot stuffed tiger to sleep with which they dont seem to care. this year i bought a binky for several reasons, but i am just so afraid to let them in on this one. Ive always seen my cub age as 7-9 but now i feel that it may be 4-5 or 6. im afraid if they find this binky they might flip or raise very great concern. i am not an AB but i have grown interest over the years of wanting to try one. the DL stuff and furry stuff is never talked about, but im also trying to use this binky as a chewing tobacco supressant (it was suggested on a quit forum to put something else in your muzzle) so do i bring it onto them as that or that its related to my DL side? they know about both but once again its not talked about. or do i just hide it. i feel guilty with hiding things from them, cause when they found out about my diapees i felt intense shame.