Hi, Im Pat from Ireland, Im 25.
I've been into diapers for about 17 years. It all started when I was young and my Mom was a child minder and there was kids aged 2 and 3 in the house, they were both in diapers.
I ways felt they got more attention then me when they were there, so i wanted to be like them, i used to try on the 3 yrs pull ups and wearing them to bed. then stealing a diaper here and there.
I wanted so bad to wet the bed on purpose so i may be put back in diapers. But i could never build up the courage.
Well bypass a few years, as soon I was old enough i used to buy drynites (goodnites) and pampers size 6. and smuggle them into the house.
I have always fought with myself that it was wrong and ever could to terms with it. Its been a long time and i feel I am now ready to speak to others and spend more time wearing diapers.
I still live at home, which makes its harder, but during the year i spend time away in collage and used to purchase adult diapers and it was so good, but I still convinced myself it was wrong.
Since August i've been slowly coming to terms with it. If you have any tips or advice let me know.
This was a big step to join a site, but i feel better even writing this!!