whenever i wear diapers i feel paranoid as hell.
everytime a car goes by, the floor creaks, or any other little sound that could be misconstrued as another person occurs, i get an adrenaline rush that compels me to immediatly stop what i'm doing, and investigate.
it's gotten to the point that i'm unsure if i'd enjoy this side of me as much without the constant excitement.
when i eventually move out on my own, i'll be facing this potential dilemma.
so, out of curiosity, what is your experience regarding this transition?