When I awoke this morning I was met by an urge to use my camera on myself and then send something to a fetish site... My urges led me to dig into my box of 'emergency' diapers, having been deprived of their use due to financial reasons.
They still await me on my bed as I type this, and before-so for a good 30 minutes.
Current thoughts now revolve around wishing to go out and be around others, and the very notion that other ABDL's like myself actually 'live' in Milwaukee is a very foreign concept and has felt this way for as long as I've lived in this city.
I want to meet others, but don't quite know the means to do so.
"I am dissappoint"