Here goes nothing~
I've never really reached out to anybody about my interests about diapers or really ABDL in general. It's been something that has appealed to me for a long time now and I was always fine with it just being kind of a fantasy sort of thing.
The issue isn't really that serious or anything but, well, I'll explain. I've been dating this pretty awesome guy for a year now and we were talking about sexual fantasies and he sort of strong armed me into admitting my fantasy about diapers. I got super embarrassed but he was all supportive of it and has always said we should try it. (I told you he's an awesome guy.) Well, I always get all flustered when he mentions it because its just something I've never actually tried. I haven't worn a diaper since I was a baby, I've never age-played or really even role-played before...For some reason I'm really awkward. He hopes that maybe if we tried it I'd feel more comfortable with it.
Well he just decided to surprise me by telling me he bought some diapers and that they're in his car for when we want them.
Now that this fantasy is literally about to happen any day now...I don't know what I would do? If that makes sense. I'm not into like the messy side or anything I don't think. Like I said, I'm just super awkward.
I finally decided to join a site and get to know some other members and just about this very foggy fantasy that I've always been too scared to actually embrace. I'm a college student and we share a room together this year. Like I've said multiple times, I pretty darn awkward, but I know that once I get comfortable, I'll be really calm, chill, and just basically a fun person to chat with. I really look forward to getting to know everybody and maybe even someday helping out newbies like me
oh yeah, also...sorry if I have a super lame username. I really couldn't think of anything better!